Fall fall oh fall time.

Ok.. Hello! thought i should check in! :) Halloween was fun times! Megan dressed as a pirate and i as i pirate.. how stereotypical.. obviously we are not imaginative in the ideas of costumes but mine did take creativity to pull it together. since i decided what i was going to be like an hour before this was taken. :P Well i have to be honest here. November is probably one of my favorite months.. I LOVE it. I love that it hasn't hit the INTENSE cold and snow that is December and onward months. You   can drink apple cider and hot chocolate. You snuggle under fuzzy blankets by a fire. You EAT rich and glorious foods. I love the leaves falling and creating beautiful piles of happyness. :)

There is a slight downside to this joyous season. The cold often creates a low mood in people. I admit that sometimes i too suffer from this change of season blues. BUT i can't help but smile and laugh when i see the glorious and beautiful world that HF has created for me. YES i do become VERY aware of the many trials and obstacles that is my pack to bear and become stronger by.. and it is hard to keep the higher view of these hardships.. I know that I immediately focus on why me?! why now?! why oh why oh why?!  BUT If i contemplate and meditate I do come to the view that there is a reason and purpose. I must do what i can and all i know and leave the rest to time and patience.

I admit that i can be doing better in my life... I WILL conquer! I am a woman and i am tough.. I can deal with what comes my way.. as long as i orient myself i can figure it out and i WILL become stronger.
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