Ah the weeks of winter

i just saw my friend megan's blog and it motivated me to update. Well Annette Allen is keeping me busy in the mornings. i babysit pretty much every morning so thats nice! :) and a plus is that i get to hang out with little baby Grace who is ADORABLE! :) I am at a weird phase in my life. i miss being in school, i miss having a set schedule and tasks. This could be remedied by a job. which doesn't seem to want to come to me. On the other hand it is nice to just sit around. but too much sitting around gets me stir crazy!

I've been reflecting on my past semester at BYU-I. and it was good. nothing that really leaves me ranting and raving. I loved being in the choir that i was in and my classes were good, only slightly harder than high school, and high school was a breeze. sometimes i really felt out of place. some of this feeling might be due to the fact that my only social outlet was the choir and my vocal class. My ward was older and really just set in their ways and set on graduating as their main focus. thus resulting in not a whole lot of ward stuff. So my friends were my roommates and the choir. and that choir i LOVED! it was awesome and amazing. so this time around (April) i am not going to stay in the same place i did and i am going to have all new roommates no one i know! :) and i am going to be taking more degree classes and etc.

sometimes i get the feeling that BYU-I isn't the place for me. but if it isn't the place for me... where is?