Well this is weird

I find it weird that i am here in Boise while everyone else had their first day of school today. I am working hard to get a job so that i am not a bum while i am here the the next semester. I am also going to get a membership so that i can work out and also do that to keep me from spending all my time on Hulu. ;) oh Hulu is one of my number one weaknesses. :) along side facebook, books,and delicious food. :) I broke my poor little glasses today. :( but i guess i'll have to tape them up or something!


I had a marvelous break!
I got to see my BEST friends in the WORLD! i love them oh so much!
above is some of the many adventures we have together.. in fact i still have two other tattoos on my body that will not come off.. oh well i guess i'll go to church again sporting the ankle tattoo and get dirty looks. haha :) oh well! i am very excited that i am home although it might be nice if i had a job to fill my time!

ZE FIFTEEN SONGS.. :)

1. Sweet Spirit by Everclean haha this is from the movie Sons of Provo. and its just a funny weird CD. and they are talking about this girl who will never get married. i guess some times i feel like this girl. BUT mainly this song is just straight up funny.

2. Victoria by John Mayer this is a song i like listening to when i just want to chill and mellow out. John Mayer always has that effect on me. He is definitely one of the artists i turn to when i want a mellow song.

3. Kissing A Fool by Michael Buble Oh how i love Michael Buble. I love jazz and i love his voice. all of his songs are just awesome classics. I definitely relate songs to myself. take advice from it

4. If Thou Had Been Here from Women at the Well by Kenneth Cope. I have plenty of Religious music on my IPOD because it is always soothing and beautiful. I find this song that is about the story of Lazarus. The message that comes from this song is that bad things happen to you so that you can be tested and be shown the love and power of God. and That you can be strengthened.

5. Losing Hope by Jack Johnson pretty sure i haven't heard this song very often. but Jack Johnson is another artist i go to for mellowness. this song isn't very mellow though. but i like this song. :)

6. Child's Prayer by From The Heart. well i am going to talk about the group that sang this. I love From the HEart. it is the music group that i was in this past semester. this group was wonderful for me. i made new friends and i had the opportunity to perform spiritual music and solos and it was just an awesome thing for me. it definitely helped me keep sane. :) I <3>

7. Somebody by Inside out. ah accapella music! : ) I want what the song says. i want somebody who cares for me passionately. i want somebody to help me see things in a different light. i want somebody who will put their arms around me and kiss me tenderly. i want somebody. :)

8. White Horse by TSwift :) This reminds me of driving around. it doesn't remind me of a any certain boy but it just reminds me of myself. I'm not a princess. I am going to find myself a guy who will treat me well. : )

9. After All I can Do by Felicia Sorensen I can honestly say that i haven't heard this song. But i always relate songs to myself. His grace is sure and true after all i can do. Broken heart contrite sol i plead for him to make me whole. when in faith i fall i surrender all he lifts me up after i can do. his mercy claims my grief and pain.

10. Feel the Fire EFY. i want to feel the fire again. to warm my soul and fill my need. I've grown cold from bitter rain. i'm fallin fast don't let me go. i need to feel the fire again.

11. Under The bridge by Red Hot chili Peppers . i likee different types of music. :) it like starting over.

12. Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen. i like funny weird songs. for example this song. its five minutes and fifty four seconds long. and its just random and awesome. :)

13. Wait for Me by Everclean. it sort of illustrates my feelings about waiting for a guy on a mission. its STUPID. The guy is working for the lord and he doesn't need to be distracted. so put a blindfold for two years, don't go out in public. just put your life on pause for two years. i think it is probably the most selfish thing a guy can ask for. "keep yourself locked up in your room" if that guy is the right guy than nothing is going to change that.

14. fishin in the Dark by Nitty Gritty Dirt Band. this reminds me of the carefree summers. just letting it all flow and go. :) wonderful fun and great times. : )

15. I Won't By Colbie Calliat I <3>

Lets see... uh FIVE DAYS!

So life has been great. :) right now i need to be doing a paper that is due tomorrow that i'll have to present but HEY i got alll day long to do it.. but at some point i'll also have to do science homework.. i only have one day of classes this week and that day is tomorrow! and then i have to take a science test that opens wednesday but is open through friday.. so i'll need to study for that. :/ haha so far this week is looking pretty good. i need to pack and clean and then i'll leave friday night with david. : ) currently we have a puppy in our apartment that Sami is taking home : ) he is a mini schnauzer. : ) he is SOO cute! : ) so i guess i better go work on that essay. kick it in the face! : )

here he is! : )

Aw life. NINETEEN DAYS

WELL back in the BURG and it is definitely a winter wonderland. I cannot WAIT until i am home again and i don't have to do homework! 19 DAYS! YESSS don't get me wrong i love college but home is WAY nice sometimes. : ) I am so grateful for my awesome roommates! i am so grateful for my loving friends. They help me talk through everything and my feelings. Its great. i think one reason why i want to be home is so that i can help my two siblings who are having trouble. even though i am pretty sure that i couldn't do anything helpful. :/ oh well. THIS weekend i will be going to BOISE with my choir! and hopefully i can round up a cheerleading section in boise. : )

This past week was marvelous! boise was glorious, though i would have liked to have gotten the troublesome trio to watch AVPM and such. : ) oh well thats what christmas break is for! : ) I went to a movie "date" with Chad. We went and saw Despicable Me. it was great! : ) lots of fun to see and hang out with him (my husband) : )

I went to the cannery on tuesday and that was a wonderful experience. : )

I went to POcatello on Wednesday evening and i got to watch One Tree hill with my sister and that was glorious just relaxing and spending time with her. : )

On Black friday i made my parents buy my some thermals. My parents, Dave, Kristen and I all hung out and we went to a mexican restaurant and just spent some good time together. : )

Friday was also the day i came back to Rexburg. : ) and Yesterday (saturday) was spent lounging about and just relaxing and watching movies all day. : )

Anticipation.

NINE DAYS! then i'll be in my home, boise. I love it in Rexburg but i miss my family, my BEST friends and just the familiarness and comfort of home. home sweet home. ALSO nine days until HP7 P1 WOO! : ) Right now it is beautiful outside. its snowing and its beautiful and white. i just want to bust out some christmas songs , drink some hot chocolate and read a book. It am irresolute since i have to go out in the snow but i am going to my vocal class. bad. and good!

Its beginning to look a lot like christmas. : )

oh my.

my oh my oh why oh why. I am just ready for stupid people to leave. I hate girls and girl drama. I think that is why my two best friends are Megan and Kim. We are chill and speak our minds. problem. Solution. DONE! that easy. but nooooooo here where i live we have to be dumb. I hate people who are nasty dirty, who do not help around the house. . DUMB I cannot wait until i can move out and not live with a couple certain people. I love 3 of my roommates. its sad that it is that low but COME ON! anyways. new subject.

I cannot wait until thanksgiving. i will get to see MEGAN AND KIM! and people in BOISE! :) yayayay! LAst week was horrid. i did not do very well at school. but today is a NEW WEEK! yes!

love. help.

I feel like some of my friends need me. they need love ,they need reassurance. Yes i should probably "fix" myself before i start trying to help others, but i see their pain, heartache and sorrow and i can't help but cry and feel their pain. yes i am such a cry baby, but i can only imagine a fraction amount of what they are struggling with. I just want to love and help but try and be there for them. sadly i can't i am miles upon miles away. all i can do is send my love.